Hair Ideas

My hair keeps breaking combs

I'm considering shaving half of it off so I braided one side to see if it would annoy me

I remain un-annoyed, so maybe an undercut will happen.

10 Year Old Bag of stuff Unboxing

I'll hopefully have time to make some non-video posts next week :)

Aaaaaand I'm back in the room!

A couple of the videos I've been working on

Vlogvember Updates and Stuff

 I know I'm behind, I haven't forgotten, I actually have a couple of videos that I just haven't got around to editing yet because I've been having (unrelated) trouble with panic attacks and short term memory problems.

back in July I started having panic attacks and stress dreams about people dying, thankfully the dreams stopped fairly quickly but the panic attacks have remained and have been getting worse, I've also started having issues with my short term memory being a bit shit. I had one last week because I couldn't remember if I'd locked the door and I was scared my cat would get hurt, so I walked back up to my door, did what I thought was lock it and left, only to find out later when I came home that I'd actually unlocked it, which got me stressy again.

I've had on off panic attacks since I was 11, but they usually only last a couple of months max, or until I no longer have to deal with the stressful thing, however I've been unable to work out what has caused these ones and my usual coping mechanisms and breathing exercises are having no effect.

I saw a GP today who referred me on to the psychologists, who are going to telephone interview me next week to try and work out what is the best option for me, but obviously it's not going to be a quick fix.

I will hopefully manage to find the time to get back up to date with my vlogs because like I said I have some waiting to be edited and I have a bunch of ideas written down for other videos but I need to make sure I'm ok first.

Thanks for understanding.

Vlogvember 12th - Raffia Bonnet Progress

Vlogvember 11th - Kev's Fire Walk For Maggie's Centres

My fiancé Kev ( https://www.youtube.com/user/kev36663 ) did a fire walk for Maggie's Centres.

Maggie’s Centres are warm and welcoming places built alongside NHS hospitals that provide the emotional, practical and social support that people with cancer and their family and friends need. www.maggiescentres.org

You can still donate on his just giving page for a little while yet https://www.justgiving.com/kev36663/

Vlogvember Catch Up

8th - Fat

9th Creepy

10th - Broad Beans

Dragon Age Inquisition Early Character Concepts (SPOILERS)

Pretty interesting how they come up with characters

Artisten Burger Night

Dimensions Photos!

I know, I know, I'm so late at putting these up!

But here are my photos from the Dr Who convention a few weeks back.

With my childhood hero, and all time favourite Dr Who companion Ace (Sophie Aldred)!

Really loved the panel she did earlier in the day, where she mentioned her own theories for what happened to Ace, as the series was cancelled and never explained where Ace went, she just wasn't in the film, Sylvester McCoy's doctor was travelling alone at the start of the film.

Anyhow, her theories are that Ace either became an eco warrior saving the space whale (hence the mention in Sarah Jane Adventures of her working in a charity shop), or is still wandering arounf the TARDIS somewhere.

With Deborah Watling who played Victoria

"The Doctor: You look very nice in that dress, Victoria.

Victoria: Thank you. Don't you think it's a bit...

The Doctor: A bit short? Oh, I shouldn't worry about that. Look at Jamie's."

With Sarah Sutton, who played Nyssa, probably the best dressed companion (kind of in love with her  purple jacket).

With Maureen O'Brien who played Vikki, and hasn't really changed very much, she still has a very recognisable smile!

with Mark Strickson who played Turlough and was a companion alongside Nyssa and Tegan.

With Daphne Ashbrook who was Grace in the movie

Vlogvember 7th - Soggy Steampunks

New 1940s Look Underwear

Well not that new...

I love the shape of that corset.

Vlogvember 6th - Wedding Update

Vlogvember 5th - An Updated Whistle Stop Tour of Gateshead

Nine years ago I posted a video on another one of my accounts zooming around Gateshead Town Centre.

It wasn't great but neither is this. Here's the original in all it's (lack of) glory:

You Don't Say...

Vlogvember 4th - My Lolita Wardrobe

Vlogvember 3rd

Vlogvember

This month I am aiming to make a short video every day. I'm still quite behind on Inktober, but I hope that I will be able to stick to this one a little more.

I have a lot of ideas for videos. Some will be short and filmed on an ipad like these first two, but I'm hoping to make a few longer ones along the way too :)